30 April, 2012

Pinch me ....


Pinch me .... (Ouchhhhh) (11 april 2012)


Sometimes it feels like you are the only one who doesn’t gets what she wants, there are days when you fear you might not ever get to feel how it feels when dreams come true ... There are moments when your soul feels empty and your eyes are searching someone from the crowd of thousands ...

And suddenly someone is there in your life ... you don’t even recognize and they become part of your mornings and nights.... Though you are sleepy your dreams wake you up early only to wish them a beautiful day. You forget your own appetite and set your timings to his. You plan things that he likes and alter every things he doesnt ...

His 'hi!' brings you a BIG smile and when he says 'bye' all you hope for the next morning to come soon ...

The presence is so sudden that you don’t even realize that he has won your heart and is now here to stay.

-Jayshree



26 April, 2012

From the picture.




Love is when she found him after losing hope to find herself someone who loved her more than anything else in this world...

Her evenings now had surprises... Her weekends were more fun because she had someone to spend time with. Now her face had a smile that she couldn’t hide.

She enjoyed talking every bit of her day because he heard every single word she said.

He looked into her eyes with so much of warmth; that now she knew what love is!

Their silence had some tender music flowing around; they just enjoyed being there for each other...
Love feels beautiful, when you know it has found you.

(inspired from the picture)

-Jayshree

25 April, 2012

Reading Shiv Puraan.





Reading “SIVA” the Siva Purana retold by Ramesh Menon, brings me to a state of disbelief.

I have been a Shiv follower since childhood; the mythological stories surrounding the lord were fascinating enough to grab my attention. Some time close to 1998 I began fasting on Monday’s and I still do, with time I found myself become firm with the fasting; hoping it will bring me a good husband just like Parvati found lord Shiva himself as her husband. I also started fasting for a month long from year 2001.

My grandparents always had stories related to him to tell me. I use to sit beside them when they use to perform pooja’s for Vishnu, Krishna, Ma Amba, and Mahadev. They use to read kathas (stories) related to them and their worshippers.

The togetherness, lifetime bonding, love are the keywords that drove me to idealize lord Shiva and Parvati. As told theirs was a love story that happened in the age of ‘satyug’ quite a surprise isn’t? Also I must add that this is definately before Romeo & Juliet happened (Oh! Yes that’s the fact and an interesting one that Hindu lords created the forever love story).

So now when I read Shiv Puran (am still on chapter 9) it brings me an expression of astonishment, the story begins where an old man has lust for a young girl, Lord Brahma sleeps with his own daughter (isn’t this the biggest sin in our own Hindu shastra (principles)?), lord Shiva desires for Sati who is a mahayogi himself (a person who spends his life in dhayn) is not suppose to do so.... these mahagyani’s/creators are not suppose to perform any sin. The preacher has to be the performer at once to make the theory work, that’s what I feel personally.

I was always taught that the elders begin what is to be followed. So now when I read to what our own creators did, I ask myself that can they set a guideline to which they themselves never followed.
There are so many sins performed by the creators themselves and solution to those are given as well; like to take a bath in Ganga (the sacred river) or chanting Shiva’s 1000 names or may be do some dhyan for particulars years to please the Gods.

I only happen to ask myself that is so easy that one does a sin and there is a solution available to it? Why are we introduced to hell’s pain and happiness that heaven bring?  Why we are always introduced to the good side of our lords and the awful stories are secreted?

Even if you happen to watch these sagas on television they also happen to do the same, where as the audience believes they are watching the reality (about the lords) but the fact remains in the books.




23 April, 2012

A promise through his eyes ...


Penning down a quick write up here....



I look for promises,
That holds me life long.
I dream for a tomorrow,
That brings us along

 It’s a life time I see,
And feel no fright.
All I wait to hear is;
A promise through his eyes

With all my heart,
I wait for him.
It’s all so unpredictable,
Yet so sure it is.

-Jayshree

19 April, 2012

Meeting Myrah!


Remember your old school pals whom you use to play and argue with? Out of the bunch you choose a few who walk along with you further making no promises but actually an invisible agreement of no matter where and how it is, we keep in touch.

When you reach the age 20+ a few date while a few get married and get settled. When you move to 25+ and suddenly you hear good news come along, and I wondered for myself of where am I heading? Though I have never been worried much about the same because I do put a lot of faith in God. But still there is something in your heart that asks you what do want from your life (and maybe I will have answers for it soon).

One of best friend Ranjita Sharma got married 2 years back and left the town for good, and I must confess that I have really missed her. The pani puri gatherings, the long phone calls (read gossips), her coming to my showroom just to pass out summer afternoons, discussing cooking recipes (as if we were some great chef in discussion), and ofcourse talking fashion and sharing shopping tips .... We use to meet and talk everyday still it felt like there is so much to talk yet.... such is friendship.

So now Ranjita Sharma is a mother of a cute little daughter Myrah, she was in Ahmedabad to meet her in laws and it was the time to re-connect (excitement can't be hidden).

We met at Ishita’s office (one of same old school friend), we were upset with her (Ranjita) to make us wait for almost 2 hours but a look at Myrah and we knew the air of frustration blew away....

Motherhood changes a girl’s soul and apparently my friend changed too.... Tenderness on face, calmness in voice, the way she hold her child.... I adored how beautiful the bond was that she shared with her daughter. The usual stylish Ranjita was in simple clothes that dint put her daughter in discomfort while she holds her, her funky bags no more in her hands instead a huge blue bag that had all the belongings of the little one. No other stories except Myrah and her presence in life.

Holding a new born is such bliss, I still remember how my sweet little Myra smelled. She brought me a never ending smile and her presence was so angelic.... We girls ended up talking about the cute one all the time and forgot else things. And I must not forget to appreciate Vipul (Ranjita's husband) who was such a gentleman to leave us girls on our own to catch up, but as I said we just couldn't talk more but Myrah and also I shouldnt forget to thank him here to click pictures which are now memories those would be treasured forever.

Meeting Myrah was a delightful experience, can’t wait to see her again... 

Clockwise: Ishita, Ranjita & Myrah

L-R: Myrah, Ishita, Me & Ranjita

14 April, 2012

Ishaqzaade

Its crazy how I have suddenly started relating to this song ... its been 4 days, my ipod and winamp have this song on repeat mode .... Crazy I know and so is the situation ;)
There is some charm in the lyrics.... and couldn't deny that both the actors look good in the promo, looks like a  promising film.

zara zara kismat se ladne laga dil mera .......  :) Enjoy the video





Nae nae naina
Mere dhoonde hai
Darbadar kyun tujhe
Nae nae manzar ye tak the hai
Is kadar kyun mujhe
Zara zara phoolon pe jhadne laga
Dil mera..
Zara zara kanton se lagne laga
Dil mera..

Main pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan
Aatishein wo kahan…
Main pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan
Ranjishein hai dua haan…aaaa…
Beh baat khud pe
Marne lagi hoon
Marne lagi hoon
Beh baak aahein
Bharne lagi hoon
Bharne lagi hoon
Chahat ki cheete hai
Khare bhi meethe hai
Main kya se kya ho gayi
Zara zara fitrat badal ne laga
Dil mera..
Zara zara kismat se ladne laga
Dil mera..
Main pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan
Aatishein wo kahan…
Main pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan pareshaan
Ranjishein hai dua haan…aaaa…

June:

Waiting for rains to come and wash away the summer heat and dust from the streets and trees... Everything would be so green and new.