Have you still found out what are you on this earth for or shall I ask
that are you still lost? Do you know
what you got to do before you knock the doors of heaven (or maybe hell)?
At an age where quite a many would
know what they want from life I still sometimes find myself struggling with
this search and given the situation now which is immensely beautiful I have
kept those fighting thoughts aside. But with time those thoughts reappear and I
couldn’t help but feel feeble.
So far I followed all the circumstances
that life brought in front of me, afraid of breaking the rules I played the
game of life very sensibly but that doesn’t mean I dint had a heart of a child
who wanted to cheat or maybe break the rules for once and be a brat (I mean it)
but more than anything I was afraid of losing trust of my parents so I did
nothing such and the world claims me to be the best daughter (the world that
knows me ofcourse).
I never had a goal for my life but
that doesn’t mean that my life dint wanted one, too frightened to not to get a
chance to follow them I shun them behind the shadows of veiled dreams now it is
difficult to catch hold of.
Not that I am upset of following the
path that life brought in front of me, but just a curious mind a wild heart is
forced to imagine what if I would have had break the rules or may be chosen a
path that was extreme to what I lived.
Am I the only one with these
struggling thoughts of my existence or are there a few more?
From the lost world have you been
found or are you still lost and searching like me?
- Jayshree