25 May, 2012

Handle with care (Relationships)




Relationships bring so much positivity, so much to look forward to... the two dream together, plan things together... so much of time to be spent together .... The happiness and sorrows the awesomeness and complains ... the cuteness an sourness....  may it be whatever it keeps you together.

I wish I could have really had a better version of it to be lived, expressed and felt...  Distance relationships come with their own conditions, though distance means so little when someone means to you so much.

As the day ends I feel one like I won some battle (one enemy less) and it brings me happiness of the bravery I put up.... though with every passing day it I know there are still many to overcome.

Being miles away from the one you are suppose to be together for a life time looks like the strangest thing happening to you.

Me still being me;) dream like this is not the way as it appears to be. I still wish mine could bring me the same love story like he was so close, right next to my heart (and I know he is). Never could I relate to anyone’s similar situation like I do now.

Along with the distance something that can kill you is the time difference (phewwwww).... three and a half hours is really something (really something)... can you imagine mornings at 6 and nights at 9 ... while the actual mornings at 7.30 and nights at 1 (astonished)? As if I care though ;) (Have you felt the happiness you feel when you make them happy, I feel it and its precious) I just hope I can keep continuing the same balance in the coming days... 

Still with all this around I can say I look forward to see what next will come along ... By the way I still talk about my fiancĂ© without introducing him to my blog world ... well this means my next blog has to be about introducing him...  Am sure I would love to blog about us... cant wait myself...

-Jayshree 

17 May, 2012

Precious moments.... (continued)



How does it feel when your picture becomes a wallpaper to someone’s cell phone?
Absolutely new feeling (giving me all the butterflies of this earth)...

The 12 unconventional days of my life brought me hopes and dreams that I have been always afraid of.
Always been fearful of promises; now I fear no more ... My heart seeks unconditional love and promises to give it back with much more assurance. Happiness found a new meaning and certainly I am not letting it go.

Being always around the practical side of life I was worried if I can be gentle to such fragile relationship but now with no more hesitation I found myself wanting to give back what I recieve.

The chosen one.

(20/April/2012)

Do you ever feel you want it and want it not too....both at the same time?

hmmmm lets say these are the examples related to when I feel I want it and want not too .....

I want to sleep but I want to go wake up too (the most weirdest one)
I want to sit and think but I want to stop thinking too (the most horrible moment)
I want to eat cheesy creamy pasta but I think of boil poha (the most frequent trouble)


As of now my life has the most important choices to choose from.

P.S: Blog from the past.

Precious Moments.


(14/April/2012) 


I have been sleeping a little less lately and thinking a little more than the usual. Oh yes I know that should interchange that but I guess this will take some time and honestly I just don’t mind it as of now ... Indeed my life is enjoying this change.
I do not need an alarm to wake up at 6 in the morning everyday (though this is next to impossible if I plan it for a morning jog)

Staying up in the night for calls is so new and exciting.. losing track of everything around (for someone like me who is extra careful with the time, this is an OMG moment).... fumbling when he tries to be a little nice (this means being a gentleman, OK) .... everyday we promise to ourselves not to call (oh yes uptill it gets official we call it cheating ;)) but then giving up the very moment he ask “Can I for 5 minutes” .... It’s like your heart melts the moment you hear the request...



P.S: Blog from the past

June:

Waiting for rains to come and wash away the summer heat and dust from the streets and trees... Everything would be so green and new.